The Hunt for my Creativity

So much has happened in the last month. So many memories made…tears shed…challenges…and always love. If there is one thing that abounds in my family, it is love. We may not always outwardly show it, but it’s there.
As a postscript to my last post about Ethel** (not her real name). I went off to visit her bright and early on the Monday morning with hopes of seeing the smile on her face when I told her what alias I had given her in my blog post, to find her bed empty. Thinking she had been transferred to the nursing home, I approached the nursing station and spoke to the nurses on duty who informed me that sadly, Ethel had left this earth on the day after I saw her.
I still feel upset when I think of it all. I found about her funeral and made an effort to get there but due to the flooding occurring in our area at the time, the funeral had been postponed and I had no way of knowing when it had been postponed to. So I said my goodbye to her quietly here at home and fondly  think of her wit and sense of humour regularly.
My month has been filled with busy-ness however. I have become a volunteer at a local nursing home and work with the diversional therapists in delivering programs and supporting those who are aged (much as I did in my previous job). A couple of the ladies who attended the day respite program I was previously employed with are in this particular home and we enjoy catching up regularly now. Volunteering is keeping my skills up and it is such a rewarding way to spend a day.

However…… my creativity has gone AWOL. I have had no desire to spend time sewing, writing or even painting for some time now. It is true that I have spent hours working on family history stuff and found out some amazing facts. It is also true, that I have continued to read books. Netflix has become a way to fill in gaps in my day as well. Yet… my creativity has gone into hiding.
Now, this is causing me a couple of issues because I have had several instances of the universe letting me know that my creativity is something that I really need to work on right now.
I have not only read it in my stars (yes I do believe in astrology), little things keep happening. Such as…..

  • I have received emails about unlocking my creativity through tapping and other assorted emails about nurturing creativity.
  • A friend has contacted me asking me to sew a toy for her. This also necessitated some research for a pattern. I finally found a vintage pattern on Etsy from a lady in the U.S. however I’m still waiting to receive the download link. Then I have to sew a ‘test’ toy to work out time and costing etc.
  • I have been reading about a local art show/competition and then found out the other day that one of my fellow volunteers is an organiser of the event.
  • I have been asked to sing at a Mother’s Day event at the nursing home if their first contact falls through.
  • I walked into the office yesterday to find they had just been discussing me in relation to brainstorming art sessions for the residents of the home.
  • At my daughter’s parent-teacher interviews the other night her Ancient History teacher asked her what she wanted to do with her life. She replied that it was a choice between medicine and writing. When she said writing, his eyes lit up and he told us about his previous jobs as a journalist and working in the media and how he would help her in any way she wished to work toward that if she chooses to do so. Talk got around to writing and I mentioned that I write as well. He held me back talking about things and asked what I write. I told him about my book and he encouraged me to keep at it.

Now, the only writing that I do regularly these days is in my journal (and that gets patchy at times). I haven’t picked up my paintbrush or art supplies in a very long time. And as for sewing…..
Although I am still working on my hand sewn bed quilt (half done now), it’s been a while since I picked up the needle and thread. I was playing around with making a Fiddle Quilt for some of the dementia residents but didn’t like how it was turning out so put it away.
The last time I took out my camera was to take photos of the flooding around the area and they certainly weren’t artistic masterpieces.

So, if anyone knows where my creativity is hiding. Could you please give it a stern talking to and send it back home where it belongs?
Funnily enough, I’m missing it.

10 thoughts on “The Hunt for my Creativity

  1. Dear Sue, first of all I do also sell at Etsy and know their rules for online shopping too. Just after you paid your order, you are able to download this through your account there. If this is not possible, you need to complain to Etsy about the mistake a.s.a.p. When the seller upload a pattern for sale, it should be at Etsy’s server for you to download just after the payment.

    I feel good for you, that you had this good time with the woman, just before she left this world. Often we can be too late for this.

    Do you ever have time to feel a little bored? This do often call at our creativity, so I thought, that maybe you have just been to busy to usual creativity.

    Wish you a happy day,

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    1. Thank you Irene. The download links were emailed to me this morning so now I can set to work on the weekend and create the pattern and do a test run.
      At the moment, I don’t have much time to be bored. There is always something to do. Right now the cat is beside me and demanding my attention lol

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  2. My creativity also took a hike about four years ago and yet I wasn’t a slave driver.I personally think it’s started a little B&B somewhere. If yours turns up I’d be grateful if you’d ask whether it’s seen mine.
    xxx Huge Hugs xxx

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    1. Oh David, your comments made me literally laugh out loud. I don’t think your creativity is hiding – you just have to re-read some of your awesome blogs from the past few months. However, I like the idea of it opening a B&B. No doubt that is where mine is also. You know spending time enjoying the finer things in life rather than working 🙂

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      1. Hmm, my bangers with sweet potato mash has never been called one of the finer things in life before. Thanks for the very kind comments about my blog but these are all old posts of Oscars being recycled so no new thinking.
        I think one of the last hings my wife did before she died was spring cleaned my noggin and it stayed that way ever since.
        xxx Massive Hugs xxx

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  3. Yes daughter of mine when you find yours see if mine is there also .maybe you should come up and we can make elephants for the Transition home in Cambodia .I have to have them done by June ..
    they have had 8 abused children go through there since they started including “bruiser”who even the doctors said was the worst case they had seen lets make elephant cushions for the children.

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  4. I am glad you got to spend quality time with your friend. I think with some time your creativity will come back… Probably you need to rest a bit given the circumstances.
    Doing something new generally gives me the spark I need 🙂

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